Sometimes I get upset at my mind. I go through so many complicated pathways in my head to make one decision. I want to be logical. But at the same time I fear being overly logical to a point where I lose my compassion and creativity. I want my brain to be simple. I want to be simple. But then I realize that complexity isn’t chaos. Complexity can be beautiful. Those crazy pathways inside can be potentially beautiful and interesting.
How is it possible to see the beauty in others but not in yourself?
How is it possible to believe in others but not in yourself?
So I am going to try and take a break from this website for a bit. Mere dostoon, apna khayaal rakna. Adios.